tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post2516693561967926395..comments2023-06-23T08:43:29.553-04:00Comments on Tragic Perfection: One-way mirrorUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-37202086253556956402013-09-18T11:51:00.255-04:002013-09-18T11:51:00.255-04:00In response to your comment: I don't think tha...In response to your comment: I don't think that's creepy at all. (insane, perhaps, for the sheer boredom you'll probably be subjected to, but mostly very flattering :D)<br /><br />I feel like shrinks are a dime-a-dozen. It's just like finding friends--you have to find one that you really feel you can talk to and not lie to. I went back to my old shrink just over a year ago because she had really helped me in high school, but over the last few months I realized she really wasn't helping... BUT I think I have reached a point where I can say I'm mostly "recovered" as far as the ED. It was most certainly a long hard road out of hell, but it can be done.<br /><br />Good luck with your shrinkydink!<br />xoxo Michhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12456803425068822920noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-32548075081085635762013-09-15T20:44:14.097-04:002013-09-15T20:44:14.097-04:00Yes. All the time. I feel like that's why I wi...Yes. All the time. I feel like that's why I will make a pretty decent counselor. I can understand why they do the things they do, how they feel, why, all of it. It's not even something that I work to do, but I also see that people don't work to understand others usually. It's a sad, shallow life for a lot of people. Just keep moving on your side of the mirror. :D<br /><br />I hope you get better dear. It's good you're keeping up better than before. <br />I love youEvehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14696430167877128240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-220934178842898562013-09-15T18:11:24.943-04:002013-09-15T18:11:24.943-04:00Hey hun, good to see you're back.
I'm so...Hey hun, good to see you're back. <br /><br />I'm sorry to hear about the purging... I know what you mean about 'shrinking' yourself. Obviously you know a lot more about psych than I do, but after seeing so many shrinks, I tend to psychoanalyze myself too. <br />I hope you can keep getting out of bed each morning, studying and socializing. How're things going with Dan? You haven't mentioned him for a while. <br />I'll be thinking of you this Tuesday when you see the new psych. The pre-appointment anticipation is the worst. <br /><br />Sending lots of love and a great big hug <3 xxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-16296611584270938732013-09-15T14:23:03.518-04:002013-09-15T14:23:03.518-04:00oh! as per your question - my year is like a 7 yea...oh! as per your question - my year is like a 7 year course. I just finished the first year, so now I've got 6 years left~ and yes, I also go to med school. :) I know how you feel about "meeting" people. <br />also, don't worry about not reading back to front. summary: my mood is disorientated all the time :D<br />"As though you can see everyone, everything, and what they're all about, but no one can truly see you?" oh my fuck. yes.<br />yes. all of that makes sense. honestly, my thoughts on that is that their inability to understand me is just like: ...oh, wait, this means they didn't go through as much pain as me. i'm pretty damn selfless. I like the thought of people not being in pain. sometimes, you just gotta find a way to fit into your perspective that's logical to your thought process. like take in what you assume is a horrible thing and twist it into a somewhat positive thing. at least, this way you're sort of leaning with doubt when you're in one of those depressive moods and everything just gets to you. that very doubt is the one that keeps you sane to be honest. in my opinion anyway.<br />I don't fit in with counsellors. the last one I went to was trying to medicate the symptoms of my depression (my lack of appetite, my lack of need to eat or force me to eat due to the ED history I had). she worked around the loss of appetite and the fatigue - well, tried to anyway. i'm just staring at her THOSE ARE THE SYMPTOMS OF THE DISEASE. DO NOT MEDICATE THAT. MEDICATE THE ACTUAL DISEASE, YOU PIECE OF SHIT.<br />it is, isn't it? <br />i'm sorry to hear about the puking, love. it's always hard, really. the scale is the devil that destroys your life and it's not its fault really. it's just a poor box that just plays against gravity. it doesn't mean to hurt you, yet we are hurt by this inanimate object. funny, isn't it?<br />I hope it does last then. the whole getting yourself out of bed most days, able to socialise, about to just live - it's nice. <br />i just hope things work out for you. i hope that you can at least stall the self-harm for as much as possible.<br /><br />-Sam LupinSam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.com