tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post7709322198481393194..comments2023-06-23T08:43:29.553-04:00Comments on Tragic Perfection: ClarificationUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-8604606658785418362013-10-23T15:44:48.536-04:002013-10-23T15:44:48.536-04:00"It is also partially because I hate hearing ..."It is also partially because I hate hearing people talk about things that they have never ever experienced first hand." OH. THIS. THIS IS MY LIFE. THIS RIGHT HERE OH MY GOD. <br />"but my peers aren't. In between lectures on mental illness, they judge and analyze and pretend to understand when they don't. They talk about how "Yeah, sometimes I double-check if the door is locked, God I'm crazy" and "Once I imagined hanging myself and got so scared that I immediately stopped and saw a therapist for a year because I was so concerned" THIS IS MY LIFE THIS IS LITERALLY MY LIFE. oh my god<br />last year, this bitch ass whore tried to convince everyone she had an ED. and you can tell she isn't because she is constantly eating and knows she's skinny and emphasises on the fact that she is skinny and reminds people that she is 5'1 and 80lbs. at the same time, she inhales the entire contents of the cafeteria. yes.<br />last year i had to explain someone that i had food-related OCD behaviour and they didn't get it. they just thought i was 'concerned' about my weight and someone even told me my habits of weighing everything that touches my lips and worrying about every milligram of sodium that passes into my body is a GOOD thing oh my god <br />awwwwwwww good luck with lunch sweetie xo<br /><br />~Sam LupinSam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-60842517577845666122013-10-22T15:56:34.921-04:002013-10-22T15:56:34.921-04:00I think like.. I mean. I find the topic of mental ...I think like.. I mean. I find the topic of mental health and pyschology completely fascinating, because I like the idea of trying to understand people, or when someone says that they have a problem - being able to be like. Actually that's not your problem - this is your problem - or being able to very clearly recognise certain psychological symptoms in people. An example of which is a friend who is going through a rough patch at the moment, but who is completely unwilling to change - completely oversimplified, but it is very obvious that she is depressed. Wow, that sounded vapid - I"M SMARTER THAN THAT SOUNDS I SWEAR! Anyway, the interesting thing about it is that those ... things do not resonate with me at all. I can go, yes I'm BPD etc etc. I fit those symptoms, but firstly I find there is gratification in the fact that I'm the only one who can say that about myself. And secondly, fuck you for trying to change me. I dunno. It's a weird topic, BUT. Maybe being confronted with the subject head on will help you to overcome a lot of the issues that have been associated with your past and present, you know? XoFat Piggyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16380965979204846827noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-31260699362040163722013-10-22T15:48:36.175-04:002013-10-22T15:48:36.175-04:00I feel the same way when people talk about how the...I feel the same way when people talk about how they were "depressed once" but they got over it. Unless you've experienced it first hand, it's hard to understand what people in those situations go through. I wasn't aware of your recent hospitalization. I'm sorry you had to go through that hun. But you're a strong, beautiful woman. Keep your head up.<br />XOXOKatie Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04593566837532308985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3317051416120026515.post-41315052674503999032013-10-22T14:02:26.576-04:002013-10-22T14:02:26.576-04:00Sorry for any confusion love, I'm having a lot...Sorry for any confusion love, I'm having a lot of trouble finding the right words lately. I know why it was terrifying for you, having recently experienced it first hand. I still can't find the right words, but I do understand why is was a difficult lecture to sit through. <br />xxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.com