Thursday, May 02, 2013

Lots of stuff has been going on. I've decided to defer this Unit to August, which has given me a bit of time to get my shit together this week. At least, that's what I'm trying to do. I also just "dumped" my shrink today, by email. I wanted to switch last week, but he told me that I was giving up and that I should think about it and that I always bail on relationships when they get tough, blah blah. So, I've thought about it, and I've decided that, if the guy hasn't managed to help me in nine months, a couple more won't change anything (he's leaving at the end of June anyways). So, yeah. Food-wise, things have been a pretty big disaster. I'm trying not to count calories, just eat when I'm hungry, but I've been having trouble keeping anything down at all. I've been running and I had my first soccer practice outdoors yesterday, as well as coaching my girls outdoors for the first time this season on Tuesday. My life is super hectic, still, but I'm just trying to use this mini-break to get things in order. I went to see the psychiatrist that I saw a bit before and after the Holidays because I needed a doctor's note to defer the Unit. I'm also seeing a family doc next week, for this stupid bronchitis and to get some more/some new happy pills. We'll see. It won't be my usual doc as she's away for the month of May, but maybe he'll be nice anyways. I also have an ENT appointment next week because I perforated my ear drum a few months ago, so they just want to check it out and see if it has healed nicely. I'm sure it did. Anyways, I know that this post is sort of all over the place, but I'm trying to figure things out. It's been getting nice and warm out, so I've taken my shorts out, but I just feel fat in them and had to tape up my leg to hide my mucho obvious scars. Oh dear. Anyways, wishing you all a lovely end to this week! xx 
P.S. I've still been reading, though I haven't been commenting very much!


  1. Hey lovely! I'm so happy things are a little less stress, if that's even possible. Go outside and enjoy the weather a little bit. I love love love you girly!