Friday, February 08, 2013

Guess who's back

So I'm back. Kind of fell out of touch with everything, including myself. I guess that I was also really ashamed because I have put on a lot of weight. But a bunch of things have brought me back. Firstly, I cut again yesterday. Secondly, my counselor made me keep a journal this week and it made me realize how much I miss keeping my own and reading up on other people's. And thirdly, this Unit in Med has been all about nutrition and I have suddenly come to realize that how I perceive food is so incredibly different and twisted from the way most people perceive it. This in turn had me thinking about how there's a whole world of people online that get exactly how I feel when I eat, cook, see and think about food. And exercise. So, yeah, I decided to make a return. Maybe my posts won't be quite as long as I really don't have time with school and all, and I don't think that I will be able to keep up with continuously commenting on people's blogs, but I will write a little and read a little and connect with myself and this world that I belong to again. Because I think it's really important that I belong somewhere.

2 comments:

  1. You always belong with us love! If you ever need to vent, I'm here. Email or blogging. :)
    Make sure you count one blessing a day and smile one real smile a day. You ARE beautiful. Huhs. Glad you're back!

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  2. PS, I think your profile is on private or something because there's nowhere to follow you :(

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